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Something else

No its not writer's block Its something else Just wondering why am I not writing much these days!

Tuesday, May 28, 2013


Chanel 5, Romance , Eternity
Any of these if you could be
I would have worn you
all over Me.

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Just one dance (an unfinished story)

He was gone.

He had to. And if she knew it already what was this restlessness all about. For the tenth time she checked her wrist watch,
 "9.15, he must have had his boarding pass by now." she thought.
Nothing was grabbing her attention today, nothing but he.

Still an hour to go before his flight takes off, she felt like calling him. And then negating her own thoughts she tried to concentrate on what was being taught in class.

But in vain, she could not help herself by denying. There was this restless ness prevailing which refrained her from concentrating in anything, let alone lecture.

Instead she texted him.

Yes, he was in the airport lounge at Karachi airport, waiting for his flight back home, back to madrid, back to ...... her?

What was her name again? ....Helen? ofcourse, how could she forget.

She threw her cellphone into her bag. I am not going to text or call him. Why should I ? Didn't I say Goodbye already, she thought.

The restlessness very slowly and gradually converted into sadness, unknown, unsaid, unexplained, sadness.

As if something deeply belonging to her was leaving with him. She didn't know then, only to find out later, it was her heart.

10.30 AM. his flight was scheduled, she was sensing the unfelt, seeing the unseen. watching him boarding his plane, sitting by the window , felt the jolts while his plane took off and then when she was checking on internet
if his flight landed smoothly , she actually landed down in madrid too.

She was in another world and another time. Never in her 21 years, she felt such overwhelming, overpowering feeling. An undeniable bond to someone she barely knew, someone whom she met for merely few minutes here and there. Someone who was nearly double her own age!

Back home, she fought with herself at being so insane and tried to sleep.

She knew it was a huge crush she will get over as soon as she would divert her attention to some other important matters of life. May be she was giving him too much of attention and thoughts, may be it was afterall her very own fault.

Friday, May 24, 2013


Beleiving and seeking
the stages before surrendering
where a soul meets another
and dives into oneness
see what lessons I learned
from the loneliness I led
through your abstinence

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

garmi us ke hathoN ki
chashma thanday pani ka

(rasa chughtai)

گرمی اس کے ہاتھوں کی 
چشمہ ٹھنڈے پانی کا 

رسا چگتائ  

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Just keep a photo with You
My photo
so when I die
it would remind You
how You used to make me smile.


And when we borrow people
from time
the hardest part is
to give them away.

Monday, May 20, 2013

If you could hear my silence
why can't you hear my silence 

Friday, May 10, 2013



It has been seen, but not this time,
waited for time to rescue me
to heal me through
but not this time,
days and months gone by
the loss that stirred me
time could not heal me
no, not this time.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

They say it isn't merely a coincidence to meet up someone .... someone who comes out of nowhere and knocks at your nerves with his enigmatic powers. People are destined to meet, even if its for a very short while. Every person has an impact, at times this impact may lasts forever.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Of a tree

There are times when you may feel like holding your breath, when time stands still, when heart skips a beat, when mind flashes back, when memories flood over,

This tree image did all such to me, it reminds me of someone, I thought I knew, but never did.