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Something else

No its not writer's block Its something else Just wondering why am I not writing much these days!

Saturday, July 30, 2016


You know what I miss the most?

Those silent conversations.

Those eyes and expression.

Those feelings and moment.

And now as I miss them,  they all seem like a fantasy. 

Thursday, July 28, 2016


I have seen those who change over time. How the talkative becomes quieter and how the laughter grows in sadness.

I have seen the socializing turning lonelier.

The happier growing mellower.

All for one matter. The smaller as it may seem. The larger than knowing it is.

The easily influencing and capturing.

The change may  be small yet so huge.

It makes you helpless.

Wednesday, July 27, 2016


کتنی چپ چاپ سی ہوا ہے 
جیسے کوئی وحشت بولتی  ہو 

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Those who do not care

They say people change with time. I disagree.
Those who care will always care.
Those who do not, will not ever.
And it's heart breaking to see how people could become stone hearted.
How nothing could effect to melt their heart.


Looking back to the words I wrote not some long time back, I wonder where did my words go?

Now that I wonder if ever I'll get back to writing stuff again?

Sometimes we shut down one part of us so that the other half could survive without pain.

This shutting down helps to face the world with open mind closed heart only.

The heart needs to doze off for unlimited time.

That's what makes writing impossible.

Saturday, July 16, 2016

This summer

The same summer four years ago 
changed the dynamics of my life
A name, your name which was so strange
did not remain strange after that
Although you were and still are a stranger 
Your name is - not.

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

The night and I

Such silence
In this dimly darkened night
Or is it inside of me
Bearing this silence
Such similiraties
Between the two of us
When we come
We bring silence
When we watch
We remain silent
When we break
We end up in showers

Sunday, July 10, 2016

On Edhi sahb's death 08-07-16

And sometimes I feel
I strongly feel that
Death is peace
Running after goals And achievements
Pleasure which brings along pain
Excitement which combines with fear
Love which end up in parting
There is sadness linked with happiness
But death is disconnection
Not only from this world
But with all the pain, fear and partings
Death is ultimate
And ultimate is peace!

Saturday, July 9, 2016

I know

Deep down in my heart
I know
Nothing will ever be
Same again between
You and me

Monday, July 4, 2016


Some people arrive in our lives to bring smiles

While a few others to wipe them away

The interesting fact is

We can not forget them both.

Saturday, July 2, 2016

Looking out for

I did not believe it but gradually I'm learning to accept it as a fact.

People look out for things and feelings which they don't find where they expect them to be.

Such as I do.

I look for dignity,  virtues,  values,  respect,  care,  feelings and love in a person to tag them as good human beings.

And all of a sudden,  tonight I am realizing that they had been missing badly from my life for the last twelve years.

And now if I appreciate a member of so called superior gender because he has strong tendency to care and love,  I do not blame myself.

Because I miss it all around me.

Because I yearn to be in a good humans company.

A good human being?

Some people think degrading and humiliating others is the way to prove their so called superiority.
And in top of that they feel they are better than a lot of humans who disobey the Almighty.
When on the other hand they do not know how to love their own family. When nothing comes on the top priority list but money.
And what about virtues and values and love and feelings?


Who cares about being a good human being anyway!