Since then

Since I stopped thinking about you
Life is better
No more restless Ness
No more craziness
No more extra heartbeats
No more thought diversions

Since I stopped wondering about you
Life is - no more the same
There is a season of stillness
Everywhere in the inside world
No emotional roller coasters
There is calm - all around
Although this is not me
Most of the time
But then I'm now fine
With my strange self.