On losing someone
The unworthiness, the unpredictability of life tears my heart. I'm losing a good friend. A lively, cheerful, beautiful person. I know she doesn't have much to survive. She has to fight a tough battle against death. And I'm torn into pieces, because I feel so helpless. Destiny is such a harsh reality. I wish life was more generous and merciful. I wish life could be as beautiful as I always have wanted it to be. July 10th, 2019