Indulgence

How smoking helps

or a glass of wine?

how music helps 

or a dance session?

how meditation helps

or a floating Sema?

I don't know

Nothing seems to help out

for a soul seeking indulgence

I am not being unthankful

but I need to run away

from desires

from dreams

from restlessness

from tenderness

Help me Lord

Grant me indulgence.