Denial

Did I ever tell you
It took me all my energies
extreme effort and will power
to scrape each profound word
you ever wrote on the wall of my being

Think I never had a chance to show you
how long it was when finally
I ran and ran for endless miles
to escape the following echoes
of your breath-taking voice

No I would never let you know
I had to nullify my existence
In order to forget, what it was
the self created fantasy world
where we were together, you and I
For years and years to come

And now in this protected hideout
Which I have created to seek refuge
your knocks once again to my door
are creating tremulous resonance
To which, I deny to flow