Silent Whispers - Revisited

کبھی کبھی یوں لگتا ہے جیسے تنہائی سے  اچھی کوئی رفاققت نہیں  جب آپ اور آپ کے جذبے کسی کے لیے اہم نہ رہیں  جب آپ کو اپنی موجودگی کا احساس دلانا پڑے  جب آپ ہوتے ہوے بھی غیر موجود ہوں  ایسے میں  صرف  ذات ہوتی ہے ، جو ساتھ دیتی ہے  مگر اس ذات کے ساتھ وقت گزرنے کے لیے تنہائی درکار ہوتی ہی  خود اپنے آپ سے بھی تو ملنا ضروری ہوتا ہے  تو طے  یہہوا کہ اپنی ذات کا ساتھ سچا ہے  شاید اس سے اچھی کوئی اور رفاقت نہیں 

There are reasons to dislike this weather It is a dis-tractor from workload to music From books to poems From death to hopes From hatred to love It distracts and hurts This chilled weather

Time flies and doesn't leave behind anything The marks of reminder gradually fade away As much as the reality that had mildly existed Appears to be a remote foggy dream The characters played their role and disappeared Behind the curtains of a real life melodrama Transforming into another act This is how sweet Dreams shatter This is how we become another being Almost entirely losing our favorite roles Never to look back, for a happy ending.

We don't live again We will not visit the same place twice Even when we do, neither the place is same nor us Time leaves us behind and moves ahead And in its running, we change step by step, moment to moment So do not complain When you find me, not the same If ever we meet again We wont be the same.

Some deaths have more profound impact than some lives You did not influence me before as much as you are doing now We lost a good human being and a good soul from the face of earth But the imprints you left behind will be spreading positive energy until the years to come I shall always miss you. 

This morning coffee With all its bittersweetness On a chilled December morning Where everything is hidden Behind the foggy horizon Reminds me terribly Of you.

Oh you have arrived early O December This time last year Was not much different In the silence of a chilled night I was lonely, but With a tiny ray of hope Rekindling inside me This time this year I'm still lonely But more so, since The hope has abondoned Me too.