Silent Whispers - Revisited

Did I ever tell you It took me all my energies extreme effort and will power to scrape each profound word you ever wrote on the wall of my being Think I never had a chance to show you how long it was when finally I ran and ran for endless miles to escape the following echoes of your breath-taking voice No I would never let you know I had to nullify my existence In order to forget, what it was the self created fantasy world where we were together, you and I For years and years to come And now in this protected hideout Which I have created to seek refuge your knocks once again to my door are creating tremulous resonance To which, I deny to flow

And I ran and ran and kept on running to stay farther from your profound presence unbeknownst of the fact it was only taking me away from my- own -self

Sometimes there is flooding of so many lost memories. The days which apparently passing by on a regular pace with no emotional interventions, suddenly seemed to be overwhelmed. full of emotional jolts. Only a minor event generates a triggering effect and the chain on emotional roller coaster rides begin.The tears which were being stopped by a bridge of silence , broke down all barriers and began flooding in. That's what happened when I found you so near, once again. and also farther than ever before.

It was not so easy to forget you But time is such a healer And then Bit by bit One by one I started forgetting them The small moments That brought us closer Life had grown into a lake With constant flow of water No rush, no fuss No cheering, no missing Until this night, when I Saw you in my dream.