Silent Whispers - Revisited

 Knowing someone like you know your own self  Or May be slightly more than that  Sharing yourself with someone without any hesitation or fear  Giving yourself away without regrets  Is the real intimacy 

 When all you want is that one shoulder to keep your head on and cry endlessly  Sometimes nothing is more important than what you had and you can’t have again 

 What to do when you become helpless You don’t find a direction  You don’t know whether to move forward or look behind  You don’t find yourself concentrating on anything  You don’t have control over your sleep or appetite  Or your life You are at a loss  And you are helpless 

 2008  The same year I want to go back too The same year I would refer with certainty When all was where it should have been When every dream was a reality  And reality was yet another dream Where there was neither doubt nor worries And life was only about you and me

 Wish I had a control over my dreams and memories  Memories which haunt me wherever I may be Memories which make my heart bleed  It bleeds and stops and bleeds again Wish I could ask my dreams to go away  Dreams which take my breath away  And make me listless  Dreams which takes me back into time  A time which will never come back  So I exist in pieces and bits  So I’m torn into two worlds  And I’m not sure which is true 

 Do you think I’ll ever be able to forgive what was taken away from me? My dreams , my feelings, my passion, my time, my attention, my company  Every little thing which was mine was snatched from me and was given to someone else  No I can’t forget  No I can’t fogive 

 I so wanted to have that one dance with you  Which we’ll never have!

 There is darkness everywhere  As if everything is dying  Bit by bit  Once my soul  Passed away  The day our paths separated  And now there is gloominess  And darkness  And silence surrounding me Life is so unpredictable  I’m not sure why  I’m still alive 

 When you are in love  People would know  Even if you hide from the world  Someone emotionally attached to you  Would know somehow  And even to the extent of knowing  Who that person may be This is psychological fact  You can not hide how you feel From people who are closely knitted with you  So acceptance would be a better option  Similarly on the other side  If you find someone you are in love with  Has fallen for someone else  They have transformed into another being  Let them be  Do not try to change them  Just let them be who they are  Acceptance again is a good choice  And in case you can not remain together  After that acceptance  Silently move apart  Because what is the purpose of Staying together  If the feelings have already changed?

 This insomnia will kill me soon

 لوگ یہ تو دیکھ لیتے ہیں کہ کوئ بدل گیا ہے  مگر یہ کبھی نہیں جان سکتے  کہ اس بدلاؤ کے محرک کتنے دکھ اور کیا اذیت تھی