In times of Pandemic (2020)

I'm afraid, this isolation would bring about drastic results.
over the years, I struggled to stabilize myself.
The wall is shattering now.
I was balanced, stabilized minus emotions,
Those overwhelming emotions
are once again enveloping me
in these times of Corona pandemic.
Maybe I made it to this year for this sole purpose,
to rediscover, to reconsider, to readjust - to emotions.
But its slowly, very slowly, killing me.