Nightmares

 The pain and trauma is unexplainable when people who were part of you once, are only found in your dreams 

And not dreams but nightmares 

The worst nightmare of seeing them in someone else’s arms 

And feeling every inch of your heart shattered 

And find yourself crying as you open your eyes

To realise that you are all alone 

All by yourself with your emptiness 

Imagine beginning a day with such heaviness 

Imagine spending a day which is not being spent without pain

The emptiness resonates 

The pain takes your breaths away 

The endless pain 

The endless emptiness